Stuck

It’s hard to verbalize the feeling of being stuck inside your own head. After all, isn’t that where we all must reside? But it’s not simply the thoughts in your head. It’s a tumultuous swirling of erratic and chaotic noise that you can neither pacify nor disregard. All you want to be able to do is straighten everything out for a second; stop and collect yourself. But it doesn’t work that way and it’s certainly not that easy. In most situations using your head is an advantage. Not here. You can’t use it. It’s your head that’s screwed up in the first place. So you must rely on something physical to bring yourself back round to reality. Walking, running, eating, cutting. Whatever it takes.